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It seems like an age.......

......since I last wrote.....so maybe a little update of where things are at are in order! It's been a tough month, Lloydy's birthday has just passed and I find the build up and the days after quite difficult to deal with. Again it makes it hit home that time doesn't make things any easier, time just allows you to deal with it better. I know that latter part is true, because on a daily basis I do think about him, but generally now with a smile and a laugh, well after I've finished my normal morning ritual of listening to 'Brothers in Arms' and 'Don't Stop me Now'. I don't do that for morbid reasons, I do it, because it gives me focus, it helps me put the daily grind into perspective, it also enables me to have some time just purely dedicated to him, to think and to help remind me of the person I am, the person my brother believed in. I'm not sure if that sounds pretentious, it's not meant to, but to me, not many things are more important…